Sunday, May 27, 2007


IN THE TEST KITCHEN OF LIFE A YOUNG WOMAN WAS COMPLAINING to her father about how difficult her life had become. He said nothing, but took her to the kitchen and set three pans of water to boiling. To the first pan, he added carrots; to the second, eggs; and to the third, ground coffee. After all three had cooked, he put their contents into separate bowls and asked his daughter to cut into the eggs and carrots and smell the coffee. "What does this all means?" she asked impatiently. "Each food," he said, "teaches us something about facing adversity, as represented by the boiling water." The carrot when in hard but came out soft and weak. The eggs went in fragile but came out hardened. The coffee, however, changed the water to something better. "Which will you be like as you face life?" Will you give up, become hard--or transform adversity into triumph? As the "Chef" of your own life, what will you bring to the table?

Tuesday, May 22, 2007


Prayer of Prosperity God is prosperity. Let the guiding light of prosperity enter into my life. My life is filled with a good steady supply of gifts from the universe. The purse is open and my golden urn of plently filled. I give thanks for all the good that comes to me.

Sunday, May 20, 2007

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Monday, May 14, 2007

Have you seen my pride and joy? One never knows what each day is going to bring. The important thing is to be open and ready for it. (Henry Moore 1898-1986 Sculptor) Character is doing what's right when nobody's looking. (J.C Watts, Jr. Politician) Eating chocolate cake in the break room was a magical moment in my life that I shared with someone very special at work last June ..."Don't cry because it's over---it's not---Smile because it happened." There are spaces between our fingers so that another person's fingers can fill them in. You know how much I'd love to share a simple hug with you, yet be just content with holding your soft beautiful hands close to my heart and say sweet things softly in your ears like I love you and everything about you in every way. The human heart beats 100,000 times a day. Let's make those beats count. I have written another short song about how you make me feel about you, it's called (Saturday Night) Meeting in the break room, you were there standing before me, A beautiful sight to see. Your eyes shinning bright with the look of love. You rock my world Saturday Night. Let's do it again my friend, Come and take my hand, don't know where you been. cause all I know is I'm your dancin man. Saturday Night Want to dance with you Saturday Night Want to grove with you Saturday Night I love you Saturday Night I Love You

Tuesday, May 01, 2007


I just watched the ending of "Sleepless In Seattle" and I've always loved anything about the city of New York every since I heard the song "I Love New York", and when I finnally visit the city of my dreams, the first place I'd visit first is The Empire State Building. I want to be where so many romantic matches in love were meant to be. Sometimes you meet someone you were meant to love and you can't explain to yourself why you love this person only that you do and it just feels right that you do. The second place I would visit is Central Park , for I have dreamed so many times of my dream date: A Picnic In The Park...have you ever wondered what it would be like to spend a warm and sunny afternoon on a Sunday together, we'll pack a basket filled with all the rich comfort foods like french bread, a bucket of Kentucky Fried Chicken and iced tea and your favorite potatoe salad. Can you see us....enjoying ourselves..feeding each other and relaxing while taking in the all the rich sounds all around us, seeing children at play..watching the birds and the bees and the flowers and the trees...with nothing but blue skies and all our worries would fade away...for you...and for me...cause you know..Love Is The Answer. Who knows...maybe one day we'll watch the sunset on the beach on an island in the south seas....as you imagine in your mind...put yourself in the picture.

Sunday, April 29, 2007


The post about Love at first sight is from the the book "Love Grams" a book of poems written by Harvey Rachlin. I have had over 435 pieces of spyware found on my computer this past year and I know that everytime I post , somebody might change what I write. The full original letter can be found on page 125 of that book, yes I know that rumor has it wrong, just look at the way the letter is in the book, I tried to make it funnier, but somebody else has gone way out of their way to make me look bad . That's why I feel this is an Catch 22 thing, if I can't express my sense of humor, I mean it's a book of love poems. And that no matter what I say, somebody is going to try to turn it into something else. I feel like I'm being punished for the sins of my Uncle. My friend Juiliana Bond, has told me that I'm not alone and she understands . All I want in this world is a chance at happiness like my younger brother Howard has , I know that with so many good people around me , I should continue to be a good person and that's all I am asking for, just the chance to be able to love this wonderful person who has touched my heart. This post introduces my brother Howard and his wife, my sister-in-law, Beth and their kids : Norma, Jason and Robbie.

A Prayer of Love. God is Love. May the universe shine, And find a resting place within me. Let the seed of be planted. I am filled with joy and happiness. I give thanks to all the love that comes to me. I don't know how you made me love you, all I know is I do, and that is what's real. People talk, but do they really know me or they think they do....like for instant....how do I know so much about you pretty lady when I am "All By Myself" six years is a long "Time In A Bottle" to finnally want to "Get Closer" for I know that if I don't stand up for myself and "Say It Isn't So", "Miracles" won't come true. "Love Is The Answer" althrough some might say "Crazy Love" Every saturday is like "50 First Dates" and each week of every month it feels like I'm stuck like a weatherman on "Groundhog Day" so all I can do is say "Don't Worry, Be Happy" that's what works for me. All of my female friends say that they love me because I'm a fun guy and I always make them feel good about knowing me and being my friend because a message, a hello, a smile can change their mood and turn a nothing day into something worthwhile all because I always let them know that they're are loved by me for the kind of person that they are in the inside and it's true "I Don't buy Kisses Anymore" I've always given more than I expect to recieve, and being with me will be like Christmas everyday and if you give me a shopping list and say you need 12 lemons for a centerpiece, I'll bring you 24, so that we can make our lemonaid a whole lot sweeter and our life a whole lot brighter with lots of laughter, caring and sharing love with you "Growing Pains" and "Everywhere You Look, People Are Smiling" For we'll have a "Full House" for I believe "Family Matters" if you have faith that things will work out through "Devotion" and "You Keep Your Head To The Sky" "Be Ever Wonderful" on "Saturday Night" after "A Hard Days Nite" "I Wanna Be Where You Are" and "Maybe Tomorrow" we'll be flyin on the "Wings Of My Love" and "Girl Don't Take Your Love From Me" you know "You 've Got A Friend" I won't cry if you "Stand By Me" and be my "Shining Star" my "North Star" do me a favor, watch the movie "The Love Letter" and "folks", and "Breaking The Rules" and let yourself do "The Breakup"

Wednesday, April 25, 2007


Here's a picture of me with my little sister Alicia, she's not little anymore, I used to change her diapers and hold her when she was a baby and sing her to sleep in my arms. She's all grown up now and married to a wonderful man who is just like me: "A Good Guy." But she will always still be my little sister and she always knew how to make me smile and laugh with those little cute things she'll do, and I always enjoyed making her laugh and smile as well, I mean her nickname is "Nuddie" but my mom called her "Nute", she'll say come here "Nute" and my sister would come runnning with a big smile on her face. My sister is taller than me now, but she still looks up to her Big brother Larry. This post is about "Nuddie and her Big brother "Hotdog" who both still very much love each other and can still tease each other so playfully. And for some odd reason, I'm now eating Ben and Jerry's "New York Super Fudge Chunk" ice cream , chocolate along with coffee tends to trigger my migraines , except mines makes me super sensitive to smells and sharp sounds, light is not a problem to me. Oh yeah, but I do love my coffee and my chocolate..YES..can't live without em. You win the key to my heart with your personality and by making me think of my sisters, who always know how to tease me and make me laugh and smile. This picture was taken in 1978, the year I started working at Max & Ermas's.

Tuesday, April 24, 2007


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When we first met, it was "love at first sight for me" How did I know this? Well, You were the essence of perfection (as in Picture Perfect) I found out upon inspection (that I need your directions) So I guess that's how I just know, what I feel is right. That I fell in love with you at first sight .I really want to sing I Love you... Show the way you feel, you are so special and I can feel , you are so special and I can feel. You're my magnet and steel. Got a cute, smart and funny message for me? You can send it here (You Got Mail): ljmaumee@aol.com
My favorite flower...hmm...let me see, the colors are yellow and green...annnnd the answer is Sunflowers....like the Florida sunshine trees..oh how much I do love orange juice and the way you make me help you in your own small way...to me I see you Kristin as a tall person with a very big heart...do you remember when you teased me with that coffee pot that you said you were going to clean and you had somebody put it on the top shelf at the main station which you love so much....and I kept comming by and asking you who put it up there? and you just laughed and smiled at me, Yes.. I knew even then that you liked me....you know what song I've been wanting to sing to you....yes to you princess...."La La La Means I Love You" Seven is an very lucky number....it rings a bell...don't you think? remember I cleaned that coffee pot for you...even you kept telling me not to touch it...you know how much I love helping you...I'll wash your feet if thats what it takes to show you just how much I care and feel about you princess....you have a way about you that makes me feel like I'm walkin' on air. Can you slip away...slip away...slip awaaaay...yeah cause I need you so. Ohh my darling. Let me hear you telling me how sweet it is...ohh yeah....I know it's wrong the things I've asked you to do...but can you slip away to someplace where we can be not lonely...somewhere we can be alone by ourself to dance and look in each others eyes....and you can hear me telling you just how sweet it is...Ohh can you slip away....slip away....slip awaaay...cause I need you here right now.....Ohh yeah....slip away right now with me to a place where we can be together and not be lonely. P.S. I love you...YES...YOU! Imagine me and you....imagine you and me...we'll be Happy Together

Saturday, April 21, 2007

Catch 22....hmm..you know it's when it's a heartache...nothing but a heartache...It hits you when it's too late..and leaves you feeling all down...It an't right want to share...when you find she does'nt care for you....for you. and you're left feelin' all blue.... You try to say "I'm sorry" and she tells you to get away...and I'm finding myself feeling the way Andrew felt in the movie "The Breakfast Club" where he asked Allison "what's wrong" and she responded with "I want you to go away" and so he did...to which Allison said " you got problems" ,"you do what everone tells you do" Andrew then say's " I didn't dump out my purse and invite everyone into my problems" and then he asked Allison "is it bad?" Right then and there, I could tell that Andrew really cared about Allison and that she knew that he did, and also that he was interested in her personality. Hey princess! when you're crabby I LOVE YOU...you act silly...LOVE YOU...you get sick...LOVE YOU..and whenever I watch "The New Adventures Of Old Christine" I find mysefl thinking of you and wondering what you are doing, wondering what you're thinking about....pretty woman...so here is a song that I wrote for you. It's titled "You Are My Shining Star" You are my shining star, sweet like a candy bar. You're the superstar that I see at night. Shining so good so right, I need you tonight. I know the things you do to me, lighting up my life. Make me believe that you're the one I need. You're my sunshing day...you chase my blues away. Everytime I see you ...I see your smiling face. I know you're the one for me. Ohhhh baby I want to hold your hand. I'll do all I can to be your man. Everytime I when I see you, you know what I want to do...tell you what's true...I love you...Yes I love you. Ohhh I love you, yes you. All the things you do...just makes me a little afraid you might run away...away from me. Leave me feelin' like a fool...like a fool...who's loves ....who's loves you. A stupid fool who loves you.

Tuesday, April 17, 2007

You are the nicest thing I could ever do for myself princess. I have no thing to share with you but my life. I have no thing to experience with you but our love. this is all. is all enough? You are worthy of the best. And the best includes a sense of inner happiness, and poeple to share that happiness with. Kristi you don't have to do anything special or be anyone special, you just have to be...amazing, wonderful you. Come, take my hand..be with me. together we'll walk holdin' hands and discover the secret places in our hearts. I would like to know you, know you well. Your concepts....where they came from, where they are taking you...will you take me there and let me feel your love flowing like rich sweet hot chocolate down my mouth...will you show me what is it that makes you...you. The greatest gift is to fill a need unnoticed. In being loved I am filled full. By loving you, I am fulfilled. Loving is the strongest, most creative force in the universe. Some times, when I feel that the Universe is far too vast for my embrace, I think of you and smile. And I ask myself...is this all but a dream, for when ever I want you...all I have to do is dream, dream, dream. If I could make you mine....I would. But the only trouble is...am I dreaming my life alway. I love you so...and that is why when ever I want you...all I have to do is dream, dream, dream.....dreammm. I want the feeling I have when I'm near you to be with you all the time. I will enjoy your smile.....touch....words.....love. God created all things, but he took special care in crafting the rose and you. Within me, you inspire desire, contemplation and creation....is this because I love you, or do I love you because of this? When there are joys I want you for sharing. When there are sorrows I want you for comfort. It is a risk to love. What if it doesn't work out? Ah, but what if it does! Oh Yeah, CHOCOLATE CAKE , STRAWBERRIES and WHIPPED CREAM!!Oh Yeah, yeah. Kristi I don't know whether I want you because I love you or I love you because I want you. Which came first, the chicken or Kentucky Fried Chicken? I do know that I'd love being with you and I like thinking about you. My love is with you this day. This feeling, deep in my heart....in my heart....Ohhh I wanna hold your hand and when you think I love you all I can...I'm gonna love you a whole lot more. This poem is a kiss for your mind my lady, princess Kristi

Sunday, April 08, 2007

A tisket, a tasket, a green and yellow basket. On my way to the market, I lost it, I lost it. I told my mother what happen. She said, was it red....no, no, no. Was it blue....no, no, no. Was it green....yeah, yeah, yeah. Was it yellow.....yeah, yeah, yeah! Yeah, you found my green and yellow basket! Oh yeah, you do so like me....I see you smiling when you walk on by, will you call my name, or are you playing a game with my feelings? You don't know how you make me feel, you don't know what you do to me. Only your love can set me free. I was blind, but you made me see. For there you were, standing before me all beautiful like a Queen looking so good to me the first time wearing black, I was like WOW! inside my heart, oh God, she's so beautiful, feeling like opening up my arms and letting your heart touch mines. Can you do this for me...open up your heart and let the sun shine in and let me be the one to put a smile in your life. Let me put love on your mind? You can't go on hiding your feelings your whole life, don't you think it's time you tried to find someone...ME...to fulfil your needs. You need a smile in your life, Let me be the one to put a smile in your life.....let me put love on your mind. Just remember I Love you and give me that smile, you know....the one that always turns me on. Happy Easter let's get married at WalMart(LOL)keep my happy face in your heart....I want to eat chocolate cake and cookies and ice cream with you while cuddling up on my couch...(it's green)and don't worry I love you just the way you are....remember Bridget Jones biggest worry...her's is not sweet like yours....I am so dieing to see what you look like in jeans, black shoes and t-shirt...let's go dancing!

Wednesday, April 04, 2007

My name is Lawrence , my birth name is Larry, but back in high school, the year 1976, I decided to use the long form of my name because I've always thought of myself as a Shining Knight. I hope this doesn't sound too strange to you. The reason I feel this way is because I'm very romantic. I love to listen to love music, every Love Song I hear becomes part of my personality and when you hear my music collection, you'll hear love, love, love and more love music. It's my nature, I'm a very loving and understanding man who has been Looking For Love all these long years, just lookin' for love, lookin' in all the wrong places, tryin' to find just one smilin' faces, just lookin' for love. And speakin' of year, I'm 48 years old, but don't feel like it, tell me whens your birthday and how would you like to spend it? Also what are your two favorite colors in the order you like them? Mine are; blue: as in the color of the sky and the peaceful deep blue sea. and yellow: as in the Sun and a sunshiney day! I'm single, never been married, honest, warm, loving, devoted and very hardworking man who has his own homebased business helping other people help themselves. With a very healthy lifestyle, I don't smoke or drink and if you ladies are of similar qualities, I would be very much interested in hearing from you. I'm 5'7" tall, weight 150 pounds and very patient, I don't like to rush feelings, cause when you rush, you miss out on the joy of letting feelings grow, love takes time, time and kind understanding brings a love so fine and wonderful. I always hope that I'll love so true that when I meet my idea lover she's an princess and an angel, beautiful in heart and soul. I can see myself spending the rest of my life with such an beautiful person. A very good feeling, I know...to grow old with someone who loves you baby. Please tell me about yourself, your family and personal values, what is very dear to your heart, I'd love to know what makes you laugh and feel good about life? I'm very proud of my family heritage, I'm of Indian, black and white blood. And because of this, I'm very understanding of others, for me, it's what kind of person you are in your heart that is important to me not how you look on the outside except for a very pretty smile that makes your whole face shine and your eyes sparkle with love from your heart and soul, someone I hope to fall for and love for the rest of my life. I'm not rich, but I'm rich with love, all the love in my heart to give. I only want that which I want to give and that is trust and my love to you, if you will have me for as long as you want me to be yours, then I'll be there to hold you, I'll be there to defend you. Just call my name and I'l l be there to love you with all my heart. Would you mind if I wrote you a love song, a duet, make that a love duet we could sing together? Would you like to come together and sing love with me? I'm equally happy going out or spending an quiet envening at home cuddling up on the couch. Love the outdorrs, lieing on my back looking up at a beautiful star filled night sky, making love by moonlight. Taking long walks in the park, most of all, simply having a goodtime having fun with someone special. Kinda sports I love are; basketball, tennis, volleyball, bowling and biking. My feelings about making love, I believe in the Joy of Sex with love, for me there's no sex without love. I'd really like to be your friend as well for you to be my friend as well, I'm willing if you are , to be committed to building a loving, lasting realationship based upon trust, honesty, loving respect for each others inner self, freedom, with lots of laughter, caring and sharing, realastically based upon a rock solid foundation of friendship. If we can't be friends, there's no way we can be lovers, this is how I feel, we must be friends first, I don't know any other way.

Sunday, April 01, 2007

Cuddles, kisses, closeness keep women fulfilled. Almost all women enjoy kissing, cuddling, words of endearment and just being held physically close. This can be just as fulfilling or even as more so than actual intercourse. Honestly. Ann Landers survey of 1985. She asked her readers, "Would you be content to be held close and treated tenderly and forget about 'the act'?" more than 90,000 women cast their ballots. Seventy-two said YES! Of those 72 percent who said yes, 40 percent were under 40 years old. Surprised? So was I. There is nothing I like better than cuddling up on the couch with a woman and holding her in my arms and whispering sweet words in her ears, and kissing her very tenderly while watching a romantic movie together, simply enjoying the moment as she takes my breath away and find our hearts beating together as one. My favorite romantic fantasy: I can see just the two of us having an romantic dinner Kristin , you will be wearing your beautiful white evening gown and I'll be wearing my black and white tuxedo, the light would be soft and mellow candlelight, a band would be playing "Sharing The Night Together" as we dance, you will be looking into my eyes with a dreaming look that says "Love Is The Answer" and I'll be holding your hands feeling "So Good, So Right" being with you tonight, we'll come together in a beautiful love so rich, so good that I can't stop loving you, if you stop what will I do, I can't help loving you "All Night, All night Long" , all night and "As Time Goes By" here's looking at you kid! The universe will be ours. sweet love

Saturday, March 31, 2007

What is the lesson of the movie "Trading Places" ? No one has the right to make false accusations or bear false witness or misuse a person's private personal information. And people who live in glass houses should not throw stones. One of my friends asked me, LaNell, I believe, she said Lawrence "What is your favorite bible quote?" I will tell her it is "The Ten Commandments" of which some very misguided persons should know better. For I know my name is worth 364 Million Dollars and I would never misuse anyone private personal information. What any of my friends tell me, stays secret! THAT'S RIGHT! I know I am a better person than my no good real father, and my mother who beat me and I'm glad I survived 5 years , 5 horrible years of my life, 1968,1969, 1970, 1971, and 1972 of abuse from the hands of that man, Jesse Jacobs, my sister Joyce's uncle. Don't throw stones when you do not know what really happened to me and my two younger brothers, Jerry and Howard. Think about that, and remember Easter is coming and that means family and good times and feelings. Me and my brothers cannot talk to each other to much about the past for we can never forget what was done to us in that house by that man, no one heard our cries of pain. For years I've felt shame over what was done to me, but my Godmother, Mrs Della Shoemake, treated me with respect, made me feel like a member of her family, her son, Larry Shoemake is so much like me in terms of personality and family values, I should know each other so very well because he is one of my childhood best friends and my other childhood best friend is Virgil Cannon, who's birthday is today! I remember everything anyone says to me and I forget nothing. Kind words said to me by person that I care about will never be forgotten no matter what anyone else tries do to hurt me, for I am a strong person because I am a survivor and all survivors know each other cause we are "Standing In The Light" A song by a fellow survivor, Cynthia James,. this song was referred to me by Rebecca Fine, yet another special friend of mine is Juliana Bond, like me, understands that no one should ever harm a child or allow harm or even try to cover it up. I have proven my point, any more questions? I didn't think so.

Monday, March 12, 2007

Today was supposed to be about Kristin's friend Kristin D. and because I was feeling a little ragamuffin over this sinus infection that hit me Sunday night and left me chain sneezing Monday morning and a little off my feed due til the cold medicine I took before coming to work, so I couldn't follow David DeAngelo's Date Doctor's advice. They had Kristin D. responsible for three server stations tonight and even if Kristin C. had been in I would have felt even more rotten if I wasn't able to take time out to help her too as well. But I was afraid that I would sneeze all over the glassware and would have to wash then all over again. to make up for tonight, today's post is all about Kristin C's friend, Kristin D. There's something about Kristin D, what, I 'll tell you: she's sweet, kind, nice, warm and a fun person to be around and when she smiles the whole world smiles with her. I often find myself seeing her as being like a pixie with wings like the one on The Wonderful World Of Walt Disney Show that I grew up watching on Sunday nights. And on those rare nights when Kristin D. is displaying her funny sense of humor when she does her hair up in a way that make me smile inside my heart I can't help but think of one of my favorite movies "There's Something About Mary" And so I say hello to her with a big smile on my face because she makes me feel good about her. She's cute and her friend Kristin C. is kinda cute too!

Sunday, March 11, 2007

I just got through watching Sleepless In Seattle while doing three miles exercising on my Grazelle ski machine thinking about what Annie had to do to find herself the true love of her life, and I got thinking hmm I love the girl who went to New York, I love New York: The Big Apple=I love the girl with The Big Heart. She wrote me a Dear Larry letter last January 14, 2007 which did a number on me, I spent 72 hours crying my heart out over her, couldn't eat, stayed in bed all three days, didn't go to work the next day, a monday. I've never cried like that ever in my life over someone like that before ever or fell apart so fast over a woman who used so many words to tell me to shut up or else it's off with my head. I was right, Kristin Clemens is very much The Princess, I should have not let myself be fooled by her sweet personality, wow this girl has an attitude! And to think, I have a ring for her, yeah I was going to give it to her just before Christmas, but I got scared, it's a big step, what if she turns out to be really mean or something even through her name means Christmas. My little sister Alicia, told me I was being too forward, even through it's an friendship ring through it is an diamon ring, she was concerned that I might sending Kristin the wrong message and that I should be sure about her. I am, I might at times act a little shy around Kristin, but my heart is in the right place, I do love Kristin Clemens, but I haven't really made her laugh out loud to see if it true what they say about her, I don't believe what they say, she's smart, funny and really cute and I love her for all those reasons and for all she is inside, that's what she does to me, feel feelings of wanting her, holding her in my arms close to my heart, feeling her beat in tune with mine, helping her feel safe and wonderful knowing that she is loved by me: her hero a knight in shining armour.

Tuesday, February 27, 2007

Kristin did you ever instantly know you were going to like and trust someone for a long , long time? Maybe you only knew them for a short while but it seemed that you had known them your whole life, as if there were a timeless connection between YOU and them? I'm wondering as you read this, if you can remember the feeling of that, and just how wonderful it was, because life has a way of making us remember those things, right prior to discovering that we can experience those feelings again with someone. Me...oh well, I don't think that kind of thing can be forced. No essay or words or picture can create it Kristin. Words and appearances are only expressions, the vehicles that contain the essence that moves us. It can only happen naturally as the expression of an energy between us, but when it does...you know that feeling of incredible bonding, when all your barriers melt and and drop away, and we come together, fused into one spiritual essence, the mingling of energies feeding into an expression of aliveness that words can initiate but never capture fully? It has instead to be indulged inside your own imagination...dwelled on, and toyed with, deep, deep inside you. Relating to you Kristin as a person who can experience that kind of connection, just how can you look forward to enjoying that with someone who moves you in that way? As you remember what that would be like, and find those possibities opening before you, in such a way that anything else blurs into insignificance, how powerful will you feel that urge to come and find out more this person who has so moved YOU, with just-words on a page? As you find yourself wanting to be with me, you know that you don't have to go very far to find me standing right in front of your eyes wanting you, only you....and all your love. Larry