My next thing to do to help me bring more sunshine into my life is to buy Cynthia James's CD "Standing In The Light" which was recommened to me by A Certain Way friend of mine.

Toledo's secret is that in 1966, my sister Joyce was born! The point is, that there's just too many coverups! You can keep it in the family for as so long, but then bad memories do tend to resurface and then the only thing you can do is realize that you have to stop living in the past, for it is not your fault that somebody has brain problems and that you were an innocent child who loved to share and play with his brothers and sisters, plus loved to listen to love songs and watch his hero's Batman and Robin catch the bad guys as well as watch Charlie Brown's It's The Great Pumpkin as well as many other cartoons. The best complement that any one ever gave me was from my friend Cynthia Smith, a lady whom I've had the pleasure of being the first guy to live with her, Cindy wrote a few years earlier in my high school year book," To Larry, A very intelligent young man that I had the pleasure of knowing my all my life, it has been more than a pleasure being your friend Larry I hope we can always be the best of friends. May you always be as nice as you are now. May God bless and keep you always in his wings of "Love"

Hello people, here I am sitting in form of my computer enjoying life as usual, a most wonderous thing has happened to me yesturday. A horoscope of my mine has finnally come true! But first I must credit the source since it is copywrited and wouldn't want some stupid folks to get their birds and bees all mixed up again. This is from my local newspaper The Blade, from an article By Holiday Mathis dated Saturday, November 4, 2006 it says: Aquarius (Jan 20-Feb 18) Quote: Whatever the interruption, you turn it to your benifit. I n fact, the most memorable and wonderful part of your day will be the intrusion on your original plans. Unqoute. It has been known for sometime that I will never have a bad night at work because I qoute: This is my words "I love every woman I work with and that they are the reason I work so hard. For I believe man was put on this earth to help women" Anyone who still thinks they have the wrong idea about me should get their facts straight. I have had a lot people I have worked with at every job I had make comments, some good, and lot of them bad because they fail to take the time to really get to know me. They have trouble believing that I am a really good guy. I still love all the the same shows I watched before I turned eight years old. Prior to that time, my childhood was not happy, my parents fought each other. This is a long story, so I'll start at the begining: my mom, Norma Jean Johnson was a wild and out of control girl who didn't like her new step father, so she would carry on with boys and became pregnant at age 15 and my brother James was born, and again at age 16, when my sister Sandra was born, from two different men, my mom the gave my brother James up to live with his Grandmother, she kept my sister Sandra. My mom did not like life on the farm where she lived so she ran away as far as she could to get away from the stepfather whom she did not like. My mom shows all the signs of a person who may have exprienced abuse. She is hurtful, mean to people she does not like and not very truthful. Anyway back to the story...she made it to Toledo, where she met my father Lindsey Johnson in a bar, somehow made my father fall in love with her at age 19..a year later I was born, I was my dad's first born son, I remember he doted on me, my mom says that I was born at my Grandfathers's house , I feel that even then I was different, anyway my brother Jerry came next and then my little brother Howard, whom we, meaning me and Jerry would call Howard "Howdy Dowdy" this being the early 60's , yes we watched that show! Then my little sister Irene was born! I loved having a sister to be a big brother to. In this time frame The President died , I remember that there was nothing on tv but his funeral,at first, my dad was always good to me and my brothers and our sisters, I would watch him paint, he was really very good. My dad did not like my mom to hit me, I remember one day he came home and found me crying and he asked me whats wrong and I said mama hit me and he then went and hit her because he didn't want her to hurt me or see me crying. My Grandmother, my dad's mom died and then things really changed, my dad began to see that my mom was nothing like his mother and so they fought a lot more. Then came that fateful night that I still remember today as if it happened yesturday, my mom and dad were fighting upstairs in the bathroom, my mom was on her knees crying my dad was standing over her and he was choking my mom trying to push her head down into the toilet, my Aunt Mary Helen, my dad's little sister was screaming "Lindsey stop it". My Aunt Mary Helen, is my favorite aunt because she saved my moms life that night. She is also my favorite and most beautiful woman in the world because other than Jessie Downs, my aunt is only girl who's arms I been in the most, and right now Jessie Downs is still one of the sweetest girls I know or have had the pleasure of knowing and hopes she reads this and know that I still thinks she's sexy and that I forgive her, for other than my aunt, Jessie Downs is only other woman to call me sweety and that no matter what happens I'll always love her being kind to me and protect her with all my heart. I'm going to sign off this post, but before I do that, I was to say this "They say that you should always tell the truth even if it hurts, well in the next post I will reveal what my mom did to get even with what my dad tried to do to her and it is something so bad that if my favorite Aunt Mary Helen and my father found out, they would realized that my mom has been lying to them and to everybody for years and this has to do with Toledo's biggest most shocking secret, one that nobody wants to talk about, but me, for I am tired of keeping my mouth shut, I won't be anybodies victim anymore.

Hi my name is Lawrence Johnson, welcome to my blog. Join me weekly as I share my thoughts on my life, my feelings, the people I love, especially one sweet little princess named Kristi and how after letting myself be inspired by her sweet personality and cute smile, I went out and purchased a web site www.easymoneyathome.com/ilkc711 about two weeks after her birthday, which was last July 1st, I know it's funny, I mean why can't just buy her a gift that she can hold in her hands, but nooo, I gotta be me, a Hotdog, which is by the way my nickname. When I told her what I had done and why, I said everytime people click on the url to our site, that will be how many times I like her. She didn't think anything much would happen, for no guy has ever told her his feelings this way. So when I told Kristi that over 160,000 people had visited since the middle of July 16, 2006 she was excited! They say that behind every successful man there is a woman he loves so much that he has to show her how she makes him feel. Kristi makes me feel like I can be a 364 Milliondollarman and that if loving her is wrong, I don't want to be right. Tune in next week, same internet, same blog.