Saturday, March 31, 2007

What is the lesson of the movie "Trading Places" ? No one has the right to make false accusations or bear false witness or misuse a person's private personal information. And people who live in glass houses should not throw stones. One of my friends asked me, LaNell, I believe, she said Lawrence "What is your favorite bible quote?" I will tell her it is "The Ten Commandments" of which some very misguided persons should know better. For I know my name is worth 364 Million Dollars and I would never misuse anyone private personal information. What any of my friends tell me, stays secret! THAT'S RIGHT! I know I am a better person than my no good real father, and my mother who beat me and I'm glad I survived 5 years , 5 horrible years of my life, 1968,1969, 1970, 1971, and 1972 of abuse from the hands of that man, Jesse Jacobs, my sister Joyce's uncle. Don't throw stones when you do not know what really happened to me and my two younger brothers, Jerry and Howard. Think about that, and remember Easter is coming and that means family and good times and feelings. Me and my brothers cannot talk to each other to much about the past for we can never forget what was done to us in that house by that man, no one heard our cries of pain. For years I've felt shame over what was done to me, but my Godmother, Mrs Della Shoemake, treated me with respect, made me feel like a member of her family, her son, Larry Shoemake is so much like me in terms of personality and family values, I should know each other so very well because he is one of my childhood best friends and my other childhood best friend is Virgil Cannon, who's birthday is today! I remember everything anyone says to me and I forget nothing. Kind words said to me by person that I care about will never be forgotten no matter what anyone else tries do to hurt me, for I am a strong person because I am a survivor and all survivors know each other cause we are "Standing In The Light" A song by a fellow survivor, Cynthia James,. this song was referred to me by Rebecca Fine, yet another special friend of mine is Juliana Bond, like me, understands that no one should ever harm a child or allow harm or even try to cover it up. I have proven my point, any more questions? I didn't think so.

Monday, March 12, 2007

Today was supposed to be about Kristin's friend Kristin D. and because I was feeling a little ragamuffin over this sinus infection that hit me Sunday night and left me chain sneezing Monday morning and a little off my feed due til the cold medicine I took before coming to work, so I couldn't follow David DeAngelo's Date Doctor's advice. They had Kristin D. responsible for three server stations tonight and even if Kristin C. had been in I would have felt even more rotten if I wasn't able to take time out to help her too as well. But I was afraid that I would sneeze all over the glassware and would have to wash then all over again. to make up for tonight, today's post is all about Kristin C's friend, Kristin D. There's something about Kristin D, what, I 'll tell you: she's sweet, kind, nice, warm and a fun person to be around and when she smiles the whole world smiles with her. I often find myself seeing her as being like a pixie with wings like the one on The Wonderful World Of Walt Disney Show that I grew up watching on Sunday nights. And on those rare nights when Kristin D. is displaying her funny sense of humor when she does her hair up in a way that make me smile inside my heart I can't help but think of one of my favorite movies "There's Something About Mary" And so I say hello to her with a big smile on my face because she makes me feel good about her. She's cute and her friend Kristin C. is kinda cute too!

Sunday, March 11, 2007

I just got through watching Sleepless In Seattle while doing three miles exercising on my Grazelle ski machine thinking about what Annie had to do to find herself the true love of her life, and I got thinking hmm I love the girl who went to New York, I love New York: The Big Apple=I love the girl with The Big Heart. She wrote me a Dear Larry letter last January 14, 2007 which did a number on me, I spent 72 hours crying my heart out over her, couldn't eat, stayed in bed all three days, didn't go to work the next day, a monday. I've never cried like that ever in my life over someone like that before ever or fell apart so fast over a woman who used so many words to tell me to shut up or else it's off with my head. I was right, Kristin Clemens is very much The Princess, I should have not let myself be fooled by her sweet personality, wow this girl has an attitude! And to think, I have a ring for her, yeah I was going to give it to her just before Christmas, but I got scared, it's a big step, what if she turns out to be really mean or something even through her name means Christmas. My little sister Alicia, told me I was being too forward, even through it's an friendship ring through it is an diamon ring, she was concerned that I might sending Kristin the wrong message and that I should be sure about her. I am, I might at times act a little shy around Kristin, but my heart is in the right place, I do love Kristin Clemens, but I haven't really made her laugh out loud to see if it true what they say about her, I don't believe what they say, she's smart, funny and really cute and I love her for all those reasons and for all she is inside, that's what she does to me, feel feelings of wanting her, holding her in my arms close to my heart, feeling her beat in tune with mine, helping her feel safe and wonderful knowing that she is loved by me: her hero a knight in shining armour.