Sunday, March 11, 2007

I just got through watching Sleepless In Seattle while doing three miles exercising on my Grazelle ski machine thinking about what Annie had to do to find herself the true love of her life, and I got thinking hmm I love the girl who went to New York, I love New York: The Big Apple=I love the girl with The Big Heart. She wrote me a Dear Larry letter last January 14, 2007 which did a number on me, I spent 72 hours crying my heart out over her, couldn't eat, stayed in bed all three days, didn't go to work the next day, a monday. I've never cried like that ever in my life over someone like that before ever or fell apart so fast over a woman who used so many words to tell me to shut up or else it's off with my head. I was right, Kristin Clemens is very much The Princess, I should have not let myself be fooled by her sweet personality, wow this girl has an attitude! And to think, I have a ring for her, yeah I was going to give it to her just before Christmas, but I got scared, it's a big step, what if she turns out to be really mean or something even through her name means Christmas. My little sister Alicia, told me I was being too forward, even through it's an friendship ring through it is an diamon ring, she was concerned that I might sending Kristin the wrong message and that I should be sure about her. I am, I might at times act a little shy around Kristin, but my heart is in the right place, I do love Kristin Clemens, but I haven't really made her laugh out loud to see if it true what they say about her, I don't believe what they say, she's smart, funny and really cute and I love her for all those reasons and for all she is inside, that's what she does to me, feel feelings of wanting her, holding her in my arms close to my heart, feeling her beat in tune with mine, helping her feel safe and wonderful knowing that she is loved by me: her hero a knight in shining armour.

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