Kristin did you ever instantly know you were going to like and trust someone for a long , long time? Maybe you only knew them for a short while but it seemed that you had known them your whole life, as if there were a timeless connection between YOU and them? I'm wondering as you read this, if you can remember the feeling of that, and just how wonderful it was, because life has a way of making us remember those things, right prior to discovering that we can experience those feelings again with someone. Me...oh well, I don't think that kind of thing can be forced. No essay or words or picture can create it Kristin. Words and appearances are only expressions, the vehicles that contain the essence that moves us. It can only happen naturally as the expression of an energy between us, but when it does...you know that feeling of incredible bonding, when all your barriers melt and and drop away, and we come together, fused into one spiritual essence, the mingling of energies feeding into an expression of aliveness that words can initiate but never capture fully? It has instead to be indulged inside your own imagination...dwelled on, and toyed with, deep, deep inside you. Relating to you Kristin as a person who can experience that kind of connection, just how can you look forward to enjoying that with someone who moves you in that way? As you remember what that would be like, and find those possibities opening before you, in such a way that anything else blurs into insignificance, how powerful will you feel that urge to come and find out more this person who has so moved YOU, with just-words on a page? As you find yourself wanting to be with me, you know that you don't have to go very far to find me standing right in front of your eyes wanting you, only you....and all your love. Larry